[UKjovi]

i cant see that happening but for me 25 was alot better .in 2-3 years i'll be 40 ! which is such a shock to me as i still feel so young .sometimes its abit of a shock to think that i have such a wonderful family and a business too . you know this is me? i havent changed yet i got all this , its scarry sometimes

[Thomas Anderson]

I've changed a lot in the past 5 years, the past year especially. I do feel older now, I'm still weird/immature/mad whatever you want to call it but I am quite mature, I just keep both parts of me quite seperate, I don't tend to be mature and crazy at once lol

Not many people ever really get to see my mature side, certainly not more than one person online. I guess I just act differently depending on how comfortable I am with certain people. I know I will still be as mad as I get older, but I guess I'll just have to learn how to tone it down a bit at times.

I do really feel like I'm getting more and more mature though, discovering new sides to myself.

[UKjovi]

That will come as ou get older . i was totaly out of control when i was younger had no fear or anything like that untill i hit a lorry then i changed . realized that i wasnt unbreakable but things realy change when you have kids for sure

[Thomas Anderson]

No I don't mean I'm mad like that, I mean just I'm a bit strange in terms of my sense of humour and such.

[UKjovi]

oh right , so i was mad then lol

[Thomas Anderson]

You said it lol

[UKjovi]

are you liking my new sig?

[Thomas Anderson]

Not really a fan

[UKjovi]

oh why?

[Becky]

Yea! I think my home computer might be working again. I'll download MSN tomorrow night if it all comes back like it should.