Me me me me me

Hahahaha. And I'm afraid if I would <_>

> is my mum's birthday today. We have no wrapping paper so I can't wrap up her present and I forgot to get a card. I'm such a sucky son.

lol. He's in my bed right now. The ****er has been asleep since about 3. Me, I've had zero sleeps. And he's ****ing off somewhere with his band mates today. They're all set on becoming famous Rockstars. lol. Who isn't?

Awww <--- Feels bad for Oli's mum. But I'm a pretty sucky daughter when it comes to the presents department, if that helps.

One of my brothers mates keeps asking me to jam with her :/ Apparently she has REALLY good voice. I might grab my mate and just go round to hers but meh, I think she's one of those attitude-problem people.

> is always shit at presents And I always forget the card! And when I do get a card I accidently always put 'To Oli'.

LMAO. That is hillarious. Made me literally LOL. I'm gonna do that the next time I write out a card, on purpose. "To Jade, from Jade" Haha.

You should go jammin'! John's band are pretty good, and he has a really nice voice/ plays guitar pretty well. But sometimes I have to remind him, he might not make it as a star. Is that mean? It's just he's so so foucused, like he's determained. And if he fails, which um...let's face it, is likely (it's not exactly easy to get in the buisness is it...) I don't want him to be like devastated. But maybe I should just pretend, and say he will deffinitely make it? Oh I'm so not cut out for being a people person.

It's not funny! And you can't exactly scribble it out so I have to go out and buy another frickin' card!

Yeah I might go jammin'. Might encourage me to learn me than 2 whole songs I only know Cats In The Cradle and Sweet About Me all the way through, everything else I can only be bothered to learn like the solo's and intros and stuff. Except Bad Name, I learnt most of that, and I like to think I'm Richie when I play along to Any Other Day on the LH Concert DVD

Hmmm, Johnny John John, he's put you in quite a predicament. I dunno, I know it's veyr unlikely I'll make it into the film business but I'm determined so I'm in the same boatas him.

I think once a "friend" said I'd never make it. He hadn't seen any of my films so I didn't take much notice but still :/ It can be frustrating when people remind you, sometimes it makes you wanna give up cos you know they're right and sometimes it makes you wanna do it more just to shout "IN YOUR FACE YOU SLAAAAAAG" to everyone that doubted you.

Encourage him but also make sure he has another "real" career backed up he'd like to do in case he never makes it as a rockstar. I should heed my own advice but meh, even though I have like 1% of becoming a director it's all I want to do so I don't have a backing career :/

Well, you can play loads more than I can.

Yeaaahh, probably the best idea. I don't want to discourage him at all. But I just don't want him to be devastated, and lost if he doesn't make it. Meh, I'll try to encourage him both ways. But yeah, a back-up plan would probably be a good idea. :P But I get what you mean. When you really have your heart set on something, you don't wanna even think about doing something else. I hope you both make it though! Atlough how ****ing hard would it be, to be a rocksar's girlfriend/wife. Doubt I could do that TBH. I mean it'd obviouslt be ****ing awesome to the higest degree in some ways. But in others really hard.

<--- Needs to go wake said guy up, and have a quickie before he has to go.

Yeah, must be hard sittng at home all day watching the money pile in

Oh right, you mean all the women he'll meet

< needs to wake up So...oh, we don't sleep together, I forget

YES! The women, the time apart, the distance.

Bibi.

But you could go on tour with him! Unless you have a kid.

Buh bye.

> Had a takeaway last night!