Questions.

ballet - midsummernights dream


you?

dont know yet. Ash is seeing some friends and all my mates are either seeing girlfriends, working, skint or in Ireland so asit stands I've got possible 1 person who'll come out dancing and even thats probably only if I tap him money.

probably end up stayign in. would go to the gym but had a few beers onthe job today and dunno if id be ok driving.

V anythign exciting planned for the weekend?

I'll go to NYC but am not looking forward to it - it'll be a family/business combo - I'd rather just go on business and not deal with family, but then I'd be the b1tch.


do you get along well with your family?

well the ones i see yeah.

Ive got family who literally live 5 minutes upt he road that i barely see or talk to cos they're just not likeable people. ill say hi if any of them come into work but thats abou tit.

then i have family over in belfast that iud ont see alot but get on great with and family down in london i never see on account of my uncle being divorced and dead.

thats my mums side.

my dads only got one brother and they live just down from Ash and i dont see them alot but we get on fine too. should really txt my cousin see if he wants to go out soon.

V what about you?

no and I am contemplating breaking all contact with my parents and sisters.

I just don't want to bother anymore.

I'd like to get rid of all negativity in my life.


is it ok to take drugs every once in a while?

well it'd be pretty condascending of me to sit up on a moral high horse and say dont take drugs considering the amount i drink.

personally ive never done that much drugs because it doesnt seem to do much for me but if you want to take them and arent going to freak out or get behidn the wheel of a car or go and mug old ladies to get the money for them then why not?

V Jim Bon Jovi decided to get his act together with regards to not getting smashed beyong control: good plan?

very good plan. very mature


So, if you drink alcohol/do drugs you cannot tell others not to drink/do drugs?

not that you can't BUT if like me you've ended up acting like a complete dick and doing stupid stuff on several occasions then you'd be a condascending prick to preach down to others about it.

V true?

no - you might just know better than anyone else what not to do.


are prescription pills better than illegal drugs?

there both as bad as each other really but the thing is that its much easier to get hooked on legal pills without really noticing like havinga handful everyday without thinking anythign of it whereas when youre doing illegal shit you know the repurcussions that are likely.

if you were talking about for painkillers or people saying dope is for medicinal use: whisky and beer tends to numb pain but im not going to down a coupla halfs everyday for the rest of my life if ive got a gimpy leg so its a bit of a cop out really.

but whom i to judge?

i suppose your right about being able to point out what the **** not to do with regards to drink and drugs if youve been there and done it before.

whats better: flying or sailing?