im usually happy but sometimes i just get emotionally drained and feel almost empty soul-wise for days on end.

with regards to suicide, a while ago i was lying one night just thinking about stuf fin general. nothing depressing or anything but something clicked in my head and I thought it would be so easy just to end it and not have to worry about anything or try to be any or whatnot.

actually kinda freaked me out.

V with love will we survive? :P