i used to take a sip from the bottles in the liquer cabinet every day before going to school (first grade) until my dad caught me and the bottles disappeared. don't think i was drunk, but i couldn't figure out why my shoulders felt so heavy.

then, i do remember being at one of those award ceremonies after a skiing race and the guy on my table - bit younger than me ordered beer, so i thought i could do the same - i might have been tipsy after having a whole beer myself at 13 or so. my dad came over and flipped lol. (have no idea why they served us beer but they did lol)


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