its all about how you look at things. a bus could hit me tomorrow n i'd probably still look on the bright side of things cos i REALLY don't let things get to me for some reason. i'm not sure exactly how long that will last though and i don't expect it to be forever.

I think wallowing and thinking about stuff is the problem. Plus the fact that we should mainly rely on ourselves for hapiness and not other people and things.

Ive got to do 42 press ups in 2 minutes for the TA fitness test next week. Im going to have a practice. will i do it?