I was in your shoes a year ago, the only good thing about it was I managed to lose a shit load of weight from living off vodka diet redbull! Pandas right though, it might make your problems go away for a few hours but they're still there in the morning with a nasty hangover!

I had really good mates to get me though it, times the best healer though. You kinda look at everything through rosé tinted glasses, thinking everything was perfect when it really wasn't. I can look back now and see they weren't right for me at all. Even though last summer hurt like mad I'm glad it happened as I'm now with someone who's 10x the person than my ex was.

It will get easier, just make sure she's deleted from your phone, FB and whatever else. Good luck!!