damn it..shoot me now

okay..i auditioned for this flute solo in band in my school...my director narrowed it down to 3 of us and we had to re-audition today....guess who didnt get it..me.....im soo sick of not being good enough...they said i did a good job...but obviously it wasnt good enough...and i'm soo sick of not being good enough..i never am good enough...always have to stand in somebody else's shadow....i totally need to vent...so i'm sorry if i'm annoying anybody...but...i hope im being prepared for something really big...cuz im sick of falling down and having to get up again...just to be kicked down....u might not know this..but i do wanna be a singer...and i cant wait until i achieve that....for once..i'll be able to say that i'm better...that i got something i deserved............(((sighs))))

you're not annoying anyone i guess- i'm sorry for you that you weren't taken but if it comforts you: today i had my physics/chemistry test for the 2nd time and i'm scared of going to the uni tomorrow cause if i've failed again i will have one last chance...

don't say that you always have to stand in somoene else's shadow- you don't need to proof anybody your qualities... don't compare yourself with others- you live for yourself!

You are lucky i'm not in the best mood neither???

You've got to keep The Faith!

one time, at band camp...

who needs a school band?

get a guitarist, bass player and drummer together and become Jethro Tull

Too young for rock 'n' roll,too old to die.
maybe the other way.it'd sounded more original.....hehe

the other way round you'd be rippping off the song completely... hehe

Hey! The girl has problems and we're destroying here thread!!!

Kill yourself, you'll never be good enough. End it now, the pain will go away.

Nice advice there krb.... ....I'm sure that will make her feel much better. As for you Runaway.....don't let it get to you. Eventually we all find what we're good at. Unfortunately, it just takes some poeple longer than it takes others. Keep smiling and keep trying. :P