okay..i auditioned for this flute solo in band in my school...my director narrowed it down to 3 of us and we had to re-audition today....guess who didnt get it..me.....im soo sick of not being good enough...they said i did a good job...but obviously it wasnt good enough...and i'm soo sick of not being good enough..i never am good enough...always have to stand in somebody else's shadow....i totally need to vent...so i'm sorry if i'm annoying anybody...but...i hope im being prepared for something really big...cuz im sick of falling down and having to get up again...just to be kicked down....u might not know this..but i do wanna be a singer...and i cant wait until i achieve that....for once..i'll be able to say that i'm better...that i got something i deserved............(((sighs))))