I scored an 15.

Joeykid, if you really got a 64 I think you should try to see someone about it. There's no shame in going to a therapist or someone professional. I did it myself about 8 months ago and I'm so glad I did. She helped me to understand exactly what was making me depressed (school ) and that things would get better. And they did.
I also found out I had dysthymia which is a type of depression that ISN'T just in your head - it's a medical thing which I would never have known about and wouldn't be able to treat if I hadn't seen a doctor.

Anyway, good luck and hopefully you'll be able to sort it all out.