Hey thanx for all the replies, last night after I posted the topic the power went out, so I couldn't continue to post and I am under just 3 hours of sleep (god the night is long!!!!)

Maybe there is something to these dreams, but they are all practically the same, there's a shadow and it's triyng to kill me, can't see anything but a shadow and the bright knife under some kind of cape that it's wearing.(can't even se it's ****ing hand!!!)all I know is that I try to run but I can't it keeps catching up!! , and by the time it reaches out to kill me I wake up all sweating and almost out of breath like I was really running!!

Who should I contact that would help me!!
How do I know what is white magic or what is black magic??
How do I identify the two??
and Why is white magic good and black magic bad and dangerous???