For BECKY

Hello Becky,

I just wondered how you and your family are ? Stupid question, I suppose your all doing terrible, thinking of you anyway.

Dawn

Nice to ask Dawn ... was thinking the same way !

Me too... thinking a lot of Becky lately. Hope she's ok.

Very sweet of you to ask!

I'm... well, okay is not the word. I'm just as likely to want to burst into tears as I am to sneeze and with just as much warning. Yesterday the assistent superintendent told me she wanted to find a poem for me called "My First Christmas in Heaven" and she gave me an angel figurine and I bust into tears and she nearly cried for making me cry. The other day I was setting the table and got one too many plates and wanted to cry. I'm the type of person that wants to be alone to cry, so it's really hard for me to be so emotional around other people.

My mom has been stressed and is sometimes unbearable because she's so on edge. I try really hard not to snap back at her. I find myself biting my tongue a lot lately and thinking I better be nice because she could be here one day and gone the next.

My dad really was the most important person in my life, so this hurts more than anything I've gone through before.

Thanks for caring!

Becky

we all care becky

*hugs*

take care

Awwww hun... I really hope that this gets better for you!

You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers.

Remember, all of us are and will always be here for you!

Oh Becky I am so sorry. Please take care.

Lots of hugs from me too, Becky!!

Anytime you want to talk we'll be here to listen.

Good to hear from you , thanks for letting us know how you and your mom are managing.

Im like you, I find it difficult to cry around people to, but its better to let the emotion out though than try and bottle it up.

People understand what you are going through, and we are all here to support you Becky.

Take Care

Dawn

I am so sorry Becky. The holidays are always especially hard. I am thinking about you.