Very sweet of you to ask!

I'm... well, okay is not the word. I'm just as likely to want to burst into tears as I am to sneeze and with just as much warning. Yesterday the assistent superintendent told me she wanted to find a poem for me called "My First Christmas in Heaven" and she gave me an angel figurine and I bust into tears and she nearly cried for making me cry. The other day I was setting the table and got one too many plates and wanted to cry. I'm the type of person that wants to be alone to cry, so it's really hard for me to be so emotional around other people.

My mom has been stressed and is sometimes unbearable because she's so on edge. I try really hard not to snap back at her. I find myself biting my tongue a lot lately and thinking I better be nice because she could be here one day and gone the next.

My dad really was the most important person in my life, so this hurts more than anything I've gone through before.

Thanks for caring!

Becky