Gawwwd!
I just heard from the drug company (MS lifelines) yesterday.
They have the paperwork they need and they faxed it over to some pharmacy (I can't remember the name).
Then the man said, that I should hear from the nurse in about a week. They have to see if the IC will approve the drug or not.
In the meantime, my eyes get all screwy when I'm tired, I'm feeling a constant tingling down my spine and in my hands. And lets not even mention the way I walk.
The longer this goes on, the more afraid I get. I know the longer the MS goes on untreated, the more damage it can do.
I am so freaking depressed about this, it ain't even funny.
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If you go to war with yourself
And it’s just you and no one else
Call out to me
Reach out to me
And I’ll be there for you
And even if you lose yourself
I’ll follow you anywhere…
~Apathy "Anywhere"
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