.....why it changes so dramtically from year to year???? When u thought nothing worst then 2003, here comes 2005......i was hopeing it gets better but its seem just getting worst and worst and i'm in the middle of one of the worst month...... and thinking of it i never conforntated with my family before and may well endup something....

So how comes a year make so much different??. I mean i had really good year last year, well at least best in long time and which brought me back in track... And this year from the begning i know its going to be trouble year... but i had hope its get better too... well...

Anyone experenced that???. Like a year or a particular instance just change everything...??