She didn't think the relationship would work because she is going with one of her best friends, who is also single (might not be important). And she said didn't want to feel like she would upset me if she was tempted to do something if she is going to be away from me for so long.

Looking at it from my point of view, it looks basically like an excuse to have no strings attached sex, and I could easily hate her for that reason. But she is the closest person I have gotten to, ever.

At the time of the break up I was ok, but the dull pain set in and I just couldn't concerntrate on anything. Not very good when I have my auditing exam tomorrow.

Thanks for listening, well at least reading, gotta get into the study this morning.