you mean on purpose? Suicide to me may not be necessarily on purpose, you know the overdose or being too high to ride that motorcycle.

I had a boyfriend who got himself killed riding his motorcycle while being high as a kite (and I will never forgive him for that). Two very close friends that (inadvertantly) overdosed, and a couple of close friends that just killed themselves because they felt they had to. I still have an ex-boyfriend who suffers from severe depression and has had several suicide attempts and probably will continue until, one day, he succeeds.

That is not counting the times I stood at that ledge myself.