I thought I would just tell you the story of Heather and I and tell you my problem at the end. I had first seen Heather in the halls at my High School and told my best friend Josh that she was a beautiful girl. He was like "In your dreams." This was at the beginning of the school year by the way. So, I never talked to her, only saw her in the halls and she never noticed me. I met her best friend Aimee, in which I liked at the time and that was the first time I met Heather. The only things we said to each other was hello. Nothing special, or anything. I found out Aimee was a bitch and never dated her. So things went on the way it did until January. At the end of each semester we change classes and as I went to my 3rd Block Geometry class, I notice somebody I know. As I sit down she picks her head up and it ends up being Heather. We never talked, just smiled. Things went on like that for the first couple weeks then we started talking. She was really fixated on hooking me up with her friend Aimee, and she did. The problem was that I really liked Heather and she knew it, we just didn't let that get out. Well, as I was dating Aimee, she was off ignoring me and I figured it wouldn't last long. Well, Heather and I talked on the computer that night and I was honest and I told her that I liked her and her reaction was "I KNEW IT!" I asked her if she liked me and she said that she couldn't because her best friend was dating me. I was heartbroken. So it went on from there... Things felt weird, Aimee and I broke up. I decided not to give up, but there was a roadblock. Aimee told Heather specifically not to date me. I was so mad at her. So, I finally poured my heart out to Heather and I am sure it got her attention. I did it in a letter and she was surprised. It took a long time but never worked out. The last day of school was over and nothing happened. We still talked online and I supported her while she broke up with her gay ass boyfriend Michael. He was a loser. She ended up asking me to come by after she got off work one day. I did and when I saw her my eyes got big and she was the most beautiful thing to ever walk the face of the earth. Things just happened from there. We started seeing each other during the summer just as friends. Until one special night when we watched "The Ring" on the couch and I grabbed for her hand and we just got close like that. It was really sweet. The thing went on for a few nights until our first kiss. Outside her car, it must have lasted 5 minutes but I could have been there the rest of my life. That is how I knew that I was in love with the girl. I told her that one night on the phone and she couldn't believe it. I didn't want to scare her off but I just had to tell her my feelings. She accepted them and learned to love me too. We went to Paramounts Carrowinds one day and spent the whole day together, what 2 people in love would do. I liked the ride home because her friend drove and we were in the backseat steaming up the windows! Things were great until July 3rd. The day I left for Oklahoma. It was a sad day and I remember holding her in my arms in front of my parents car. She didn't want to let go. She got in her car balling her eyes out, and I was too. I told her to leave first and we just looked at each other as she pulled off, blew me a kiss, waved and went on. At that time, I thought I was going to break down. I wanted to die... So, I moved and missed her every second we were apart. July 18th was a wonderful day because we spent 2 and a half weeks together here in Oklahoma. She left on August 3rd, the last day I saw her. Until that day our hearts have grown apart. I quote, "Absense makes the heart grow fonder." I really don't agree with it and I miss her dearly. It just keeps getting worse and worse and now it is at the breaking point. She is out all the time and I am here, waiting for her, missing her. When I decide I want to go out she has a cow and doesn't want me to go. I don't think it is fair and I get fed up with it and we fight. It happens every week and I just think we don't want to lose each other. What should I do? Well, thank you for listening and if you have any advice that would be wonderful. Thanks everyone.

Ryan