I'm really sorry for your loss Lee, I kinda understand though, my grans brother died last Friday and I know she'll be gone very soon which is so strage because as you said, you think your gran will always be here. It's great that you were there with her before she passed away.
86 is a fantastic age though, and if there's anything good that can be said is at least she didn't have to suffer for years before she passed. I think everybody would like to eventually go in such peace.

It's good that you wrote this though, I'm sure it helps you to come to terms with your loss and don't worry, time really will heal the pain. Take care!



Phil