I know how you feel Becky and I am very sorry and lots of prayers are coming from here. My Grandmother was suffering from pheunomia and was having breathing problems and she died just a week before my Birthday. The best way to cope with these things is just to remember how good of a man he was. Remember the good times and you should see a smile come to your face. I am sure he is in heaven watching over you. God's Peace.

Keep The Faith Becky..
Ryan