Hi, down here I'll post my first "poem" ever. I hope you like it. I'm having a very rough time right now, so I decided to start improving my writing. Every opinion is welcomed (positive and negatives). As you can see I'm very influenced by BJ songs, so I used some little parts of some.
Here it is:

Should I try a little more?
Should I suffer a bit more?
I have this anger inside
That I can’t get outside.
I hate this feeling
I don’t know if it is love for you
Or just that my envy is killing me once more.
She don’t know how I feel,
But I’m sure she will know
How he feels
I gotta make my move
Or it might be too late.

I can stop him from mailing her
But he’s my friend and I can’t
Be so mean to him
I’m alone in the darkness
But far away there’s a light
Burning from your eyes
Now it hurts me inside
I wanna get to the end of the tunnel
But there’s always something in between

You don’t know what would
Happen if I made my move
But I suppose that you never will
‘cause I’m too scared of a no.

I’m chained to my fears
These days I can’t escape
If I don’t do it quickly
It’ll be too late.
He will have you
And I’ll be crying again back there
But you won’t know it
‘cause I’ll make it feel like
nothing has happened.

Hard times come easy,
And I make their way even easier.
My shyness kills me
I don’t know who I am.

Today my hearts breaking even
‘cause it’s hard letting you go.
I wish I had never met you
Because I wouldn’t be feeling like this.
But you’re not alone
For everything you need
For anything you want
For anything
I will be there for you.
I swear that I will.

Every word that
I’ve ever written for you
Was a piece of my heart
And I hope that you
Will remember that.

I pray you give
Me just one chance
Not a second one
Just a first

You won’t be disappointed
I promise you
If I ever get that chance
It will be the best time
Of your entire life.

I’ll do whatever it takes
I know that for every problem
We’ll have
There’ll be an easy solution
And everything
Will be fine.

The hardest part is the night
‘cause I bleed every time
you sleep
Because I don’t know
Who is in your dreams

Is it me? Is it him?
I’ll only know it
If I could tell you how I feel.