My Grandad died
OK, most of you probably don't want to listen to me going on and on and generally complaining but I'm so upset and ****ed up that I just want to tell someone!
My Grandad died this morning. He's been in a care home for the past 2 years with Alzhiemers disease, and last night he was really sick. This morning when he woke up he was sick and didn't look well so the nurse went out of the room to phone the doctor, and when the nurse came back, Grandad was dead =(
I've spent the whole day just moping about and crying. My eyes are red and puffy and blooshot, and my mum and gradma haven't really taken it in yet. I can't believe that I'm never going to see him again, and that I didn't get the chance to say goodbye properly. It's also 2 years and 3 days since my other grandpa died, so I'm also a little bit freaked out by that. I just feel so upset and ****ed up.
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