Ow my God ... I also almost cried ! I've never got the feeling to be loved really (Well I mean in the love-way ! Of course by family and friends !) But the 'things' I already had weren't love if you look back at it ... I just think it's sad that you have found what you're looking for and you have to say goodbye ... I do think it's a good decision from the girl to go to France ! If it's her dream, she must do !!!!!! So that's a good thing !
I must say, you stay pretty cool with it ! If it was me, I would be torn apart like hell !!

Well biiiiiig Belgian hug from here