about 10 years ago, i had a mate who jumped into a river and drowned and i knew his sister well. Tonight i was in a night club and met ppl who knew his sister and him, and for some reason tonight i have gone into some kind of depression and i should not..... its been to long... I dont know why i am even typing this tonight, what am i looking for i dont know!!!!!! i just feel tonight really bad and I dont know why. I am sorry