Adrian, I've read quite a bunch of your posts on this forum. What I am going to say next is not ill-intended, nor is it a joke or an irony, but when I read what you write, I immediately associate you with the character Edward Norton played in American History X. I know it has little to do with your sentimental problem (who cares about christian conservative parents??? go ask her out, sleep with her, and let her go! your still young!!! ) but I needed to get this off my chest. Don't take this as an insult but your posts inspire some sort of weird fear in me and I am being really honest. Maybe there's just something wrong with me, who knows...