Go on about it all you want Dawn, I don't believe in such a thing as 'faith' for myself, just like you do, we are entitled to our own opinions right? If I fail something I try again, and try harder. I don't put some word on it and say 'Oh I have faith I can do it this time' because I don't know if I can, I just try, and try, and try. I don't need to have some magical hope to propel myself, the reward at the end of it all is enough for me. If you need that, then believe in it, but not all of us need to believe in these magical forces in order to have a happy life.