Don't get me wrong, it's been a great Christmas and I've got many thing to be happy and thankful for, but today I felt something inside me that I haven't felt before. My grandfather on my Dad's side has been staying in a retirement home the past year and a half and just about 4 months ago he started to cause trouble and was sent to where he is now. I told my Dad I would go with him to see my grandfather today. When I got there, the poor guy was curled up in bed with one blanket. My dad awakened him only to find out that he couldn't move or talk. He could barely open his eyes... I felt pure sadness and my heart just sank. My grandfather was helpless and one could tell that he's going to pass away here very soon. My dad and I had brought him cookies and presents and he couldn't even seen any of it. It was terrible. My father left the room to get the nurse and I just broke down. I didn't want to see him like this because he has been so good to me the past 19 years of my life. It's a hard sight to see and I really feel as if my Christmas has been shutdown inside. So please, for Christmas... will everyone says their prayers for my grandfather? And that if he does pass on... let him pass in peace. Thanks...

Ryan