Ryan, my friend, I am so very sorry. I know how hard it is to see your loved ones suffering. I was fortunate that when I lost my one Grandmother, she was in New Jersey and I did not have to see her suffering. I couldn't imagine seeing my other Grandma suffering like that...it would just kill me. I never even knew my Grandfathers at all. They either died when I was very young or before I was born. If you need to talk, I'm here. I'll say a prayer for your family.