Suicide, Why??

I had kind of a reunion with a lot of my closest friends who knew him earlier, and the story seems to be a bit more clear now.
It turns out he was having trouble with his parents and his girlfriend, as result he started taking drugs, I didn'tdare ask what kind but I imagine it had to be something a lot more strong than pot because he owed thousands of dollars of it.
There are rumours that those sellers were out to get him, so he put an end to it I guess. He hanged himself at about 1 or 2 in the morning (that's the cops estimated guess) and his mom found him when she went to woke him up for breakfast.

Can you just imagine what she must have felt like when she saw that.I just think about it and my tears just fall from my eyes without putting any strenght into criyng. It just breaks my heart to know that he had this going on, we could have done something to help him with the money. He had to work on his vice but damn. Sorry if I keep on rambling like I said in a previous post I'm just venting through here.
Thanks.

This is a horrible situation Javier. I am so sorry about your friend. His mom must have felt so helpless .
I understand how you feel about it. None of my words would make you feel better but at least you now know what he was going through and what led him to do something like that, you won't have to keep wondering. He didn't share it with anyone because he didn't want to trouble you and his family, oh well, I really don't know what to say. He must have been really desperate to do something like this.

I'm sorry Javier, I hope you'll feel better soon.

Don't be upset over that, of course you would have helped him if you knew that he was unhappy before, but as you said, you didn't. So don't blame yourself for it, no one wanted this to happen.

I agree that topic has been done to death on here.

Jav, I am sorry to hear of your sad loss

'Done to death'?

Sorry bad choice of words

That is terrible Javier. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Keep in mind that person taking ones life *wishes* to part with this world. For some reasons one has been miserable here. You feel sorry about it because of *you*, not because of him. Of course, close ones mourn and go through a lot because of such act, I'm not trying to deny that. But in the end, every free individual makes ones own (final) decisions, good or bad, and noone else are to blame. What leads to it, is something that can be blamed yes, but it was him that made the decision, and carried it through. Sometimes life just doesn't seem worth living, and sorry to say this, but weak minds fall.

I know this isn't put to writing as clearly as I wanted, hope u get the point anyway.

I'm really sorry for your loss Javier.