Today I got a call from a friend of mine at about noon, we said hi for a brief 5 seconds and then he told me that a friend of ours had died this morning. He was found dead in his room with a rope around his neck. O just couldn't believe that he had commited suicide, I still haven't gotten over the shock, it still amazes me that a person as happy as he was could have killed himself.most of all I feel for his sister, mom dad and girlfriend who I know will miss him a lot more than any of us (his friends) will. It's really saddening when this happens, whatever the problem was I can this of at least 20 people of the top of my head that would have helped him through it, and yes I'm including myself. I will miss him terribly, but I can't help but feel a bit angry because he chose to do what he did having so many people around him that cared.
I'm just venting, since I'm home alone and with no one to talk to I figured lest just vent here.
death comes to us all, why rush it??
I don't understand how anybody would want to kill themselves, I have been depressed many times, and never have I thought of seriously killing myself, only dabbled with the thought of it.
I'm sorry and thank you to whoever is reading this.