this week i are mostly been....

okay number one:

wednesday- went to the hospital for my results where they told me basically " you dont have cancer, however theres an 80-90% chance you'll probably get it, you have several benign growths in your bowels, two of which are potentially dangerous, and we dont know why you have them, so were going to send you to genetics for that.... also it still doesnt explain your symptoms so you can go for a barium meal and a gastroscopy as well (neither of these are nice- id rather die than have anyone go near my throat with a length of tubing! oh, and being turned radioactive? no thank you!)

so yeah that was a fun day, oh yeah and then them having told me that after standing outside the room i was sat in discussing me for half an hour(!) they send me for some more blood tesats so i go and q for 4 hours.... thinking about what theyve said....

needless to say i didnt get any revision done on wednesday.
thursday i did some work, went to bed and got up at 5am on friday as i had an exam that afternoon.... went to the exam... did better than last time i did it (it was a retake) however, i still dont think i did enough to pass it which means ive also managed to flunk out of uni....

why did i fail it before?? i missed a chunk of uni through being ill with the stuff the hospital are trying to diagnose...



oh yeah, and then yesterday on top of feeling completely and utterly stupid with the exam stuff my mum gave me a big himt that i have to move out in september....

it just gets better and better,
and if anyone has had a week to top mine, then i give you my sympathy!!!!

sara

ps, if you were me what would you do now???
id be interested.