My grandfather died this morning. My mother called me at work so I was pretty embarrased to have to sit there in front of customers and have tears well up in my eyes. I have been preparing myself for it the past week or so but I really didn't think it would come this early. This has been especially tough because he's been so good to me my whole life. My fondest memory will be when him and I used to sit in front of the television at his old house in California and watch Home Alone 2. He loved that movie and he laughed so hard everytime he watched it. I'll miss him dearly and I'm aware of how to handle the situation, I just don't know if I can.

Ryan