Today I spoke with the guy who is the one to help me find a new job, anyway to place me somewhere and he told me, I could go to a school and take a look for the next few weeks, do some lessons over there and decide if I like it ther. Then after holidaybreak they will offer me a full time job teaching kids with behaviour problems and learning problems. I also am alowwed to do a course, which I asked and they will pay for it and give me every week a day of to go threre. Well, should finally things get ok?
I hope so. I have been home for more then 6 months now on a sickleave and I must admit I get used to it.( lazy me) On th eother hand I loved my work, I know I am good at it, but I am a bit scared to go to a new place, start all over again. And...I hope they will not ask why I left the other school, why I had this major conflict with my colleges. I know I wasn`t wrong, they were, everyone says so, but I started to get insecure after all the accusations. I noticed I am really having a bit trouble with me and myself and not knowing how to cope and deal with all what happenend.
Anyway next week I `ll start, and we`ll see wha `s going to happen.