me too... but you know- here you get to know ppl and some of them are really really nice, so i'm not afraid of the future- and actually- to worry bout the future is the worst thing you can do cause then you get insecure and you become quite queer (like i did

) but just don't see in every girl/boy you like a potent lover- it'll happen when you think least about it!
AND never screw up your best friends cause of a lover- lovers come and most likely go again- best friends don't!