Wow a dission like that take so much thinking, wondering and realising

I myself woudn't cause I even don't know if I want kids of my own. So addopting is way out of the question. But I can imagine when you would do something with your life and be helpfull you do something like that. I can imagine someone does that. I think she knows she is going to suffer but she also knows this child has had a chance to be happy and a lot children with aids don't.