>has loved doing jack all today!

Keep it to yourself woman!

<--- Didn't go to her sign-on a the Jobcentre today. Uh oh. My payment "may be effected" But I'm thinking about signing off anyway. It's such a ****ing chore, lol. But I need monies man! I need to get a Bon Jovi tattoo, get my hair cut, clothes, plus money for things like drinks, going out on the weekends, etc. :( I hate being an adult sometimes!

>Is uploading pics on bebo

See! I don't wanna be an adult, nor do I wanna be a kid :( I wanna move out but I can't cook or wash my cloths or iron, so I'm gonna have to find a flatmate that would do all that :/

Also I don't wanna have to buy everything. Yet I wanna be getting money.

I WANNA LIVE A PERFECT LIFE WITHOUT ALL THIS CRAP! GOD, MAKE ME RICH, MAKE ME TALENT, MAKE ME WELL-KNOWN, MAKE ME LIVE A GREAT LIFE, MAKE ME DINNER.

LOL. I know man. :(

Shit, maybe I should be PUSHING John to become a Rockstar after all. :o lol

Y'know the problem with the careers John and I want? They're bloody hard careers to get and even when you get them it's even harder to keep them!

Tell John that if he ever makes it I'll direct his music videos and if I get to do a proper film his band can do the soundtrack :p

>Is feeling ill...delayed hangover?

Haha. <--- thinks that would be awesome! And tell him that.

He's doing pretty well so far. He's in this music school thing, where he has singing lessons/guitar lessons. Granted it's only 2 days a week, but yeah. He practises loads. Like he plays while I'm trying to have a convo with him sometimes, lmao. He keeps practising his singing, etc. and the band has a gig in quite a big pub in Norwich this Friday night. I say big because it's where like the top, most popular local bands go. And The Darkness used to play in there, haha. And apparently etither Busted or McFly played in there too back in their day. Whichever one is from East Anglia...I can't remember which one, they're both the same to me. So they've gone from shitty/average pubs, to the spot where it's at! :) But his bandmate came out today saying, "we should go to NY when we have money saved up, and try and get signed!" And the others liked that idea. I bit my lip, because I dunno if that's taking it too far?? Can they just go to places in NY and try and get signed? :|

You're both bloody determined, I'll give you that.

Pretty awesome! I'm supposed to be meeting this girl soon to jam with her, then once we've got some simple covers done and are sure we work well together we're gonna get in two of my mates to join us and write some own stuff, perhaps play in a couple pubs here and there y'know. Gonna eat up some of my time though.

Yeah, I think going to NY and getting signed isn't so simple :p Plus, The Beatles played in Liverpool and got signed and they dominated music. It's about being at the right place at the right time really :( I guess there is more chance in NYC though, but I dunno.

Yeah we are pretty determined hey haha. But I've gotta be, there's nothing else I want to do. I know I have a 1% chance of becoming a director but it's all I wanna be so I might as well do all I can to get there right?