No i dont trust anyone at first sight or first meeting... It take significant amount of time for me to trust someone and usualy once i open, i opne like flood gate :lol: (but i swear to myself never open to anyone anymore :) )

V Do u met someone newly who melt or sort of changed ur world?

Not lately.

Would you like to meet someone like that?

ofcourse but i dont think that gonna happen and if i met any of them, they gonna go breaking my heart again lol


V Do u have aim in ur life and whats it is?

good god Allwyn, could you be any more self-loating?/ Get counseling for crying out loud!!!

(didn't mean to be a bitch, but sometimes I really do have to say what I think).

My aim in my life is to never become as self-loathing as allwyn. :) :)


do you think people use the 'breaking hearts' phrase to draw attention?

Maybe some people do, but I believe a heart can break. Emotional pain can be physically painful when it's intense.

V Have you ever hurt so bad emotionally that you had physical pain from it?

not that I recall, but I've had emotional breakdowns before.


I am not saying heartache doesn't exist, I just think people overuse the term and some seem to have an endless amount of heartbreak - seems very silly to me.



ever been into someone who wasn't into you and just loved the feeling of misery and rejection? do you think some people actually need that in their lives?

Some people do. I don't. I don't like pain. If someone isn't into me, I move on. There's one person who will always have a little piece of my heart, but I don't dwell on him, just remember him fondly as what not to look for in a man. LOL But, yes, some people thrive on drama. I think their own disfunction doesn't allow them to be truly happy because that would involve such an upheaval in what's normal to them.

V Do you over think things?

often :)

do you think you CAN overthink things?

I know I can.

Have you ever had to put an animal to sleep?

yes 2 in the last year.

you?