agree?

I wish i can agree with that. But not and i'm sure u going to realise sooner or later that life is not just having fun.


V Do u get depress a lot?

yes


you?

yeah lataly too much i guess. :?

V What u do when u get depress?

ah, lately I am just trying to focus on something else and get myself really really busy with it - it isn't working well though. :?


ever had that feeling when you thought you'd burst out of your body and your blood is literally boiling? :?

listen to some music

u?

I don't know how to deal with depression at a moment really. :?


You mean gett too angry?. I may showmore anger on internet then in real life. I usualy go slient. But yeah depression is just killing me inside.


V Do ever try to find a reason for getting deprssed?

you mean trying to find out why I am depressed? Not really - I used to think about it a lot, but there is just nothing obvious really. I do remember trying to poison myself when I was about 5 years old - before I went to school and the only reason I could think of was that I didn't want to be where I was.

So, nowadays I don't think about the reason anymore.


What do you think you are depressed about?

Probably being lonly for long time and also not being there where i wish i would at this stage. And there are lot of othere reasons too,.

V Ever u tried to kill ur self?

yes


you? If not - ever fantasized about it?