never physicaly tried and i don't think i ever do also. But i think about it lot of time

V What u make carry on?

drugs :?



are you always depressed or do you go through cycles of being very happy and very sad?

im usually happy but sometimes i just get emotionally drained and feel almost empty soul-wise for days on end.

with regards to suicide, a while ago i was lying one night just thinking about stuf fin general. nothing depressing or anything but something clicked in my head and I thought it would be so easy just to end it and not have to worry about anything or try to be any or whatnot.

actually kinda freaked me out.

V with love will we survive? :P

with love and gouranga :P


what makes you really really mad?

traffic cops

shit new bands thinking they're oasis or something because they're playing somewhere that isnt a garage. ive been there done that i'll knock you down a peg or two and then you better not act like a prat to me again.

People who dress to be individual. I saw 10,000 individual folk queuing outside dowload today all wearing the same black clothes and the same black mascara listening to the same bands....... its sad why bother doing it when youre not different to someone in a tracksuit?

thats off the top of my head. there are many more but that my friends is for another rant.

what makes you mad?

hypocracy. That our VP rags on my boss for going to the bar instead of the game, even though the VP didn't show at either place.

Pushing kids too hard - academically or athletically. Makes me real mad.

People that think they are better because they have a well paying job and people that think they are better because they aren't yuppies.

Religious rightousness. Any rightousness for that matter.


How tall was your tallest date? :lol:

one of my exe's wasnt much shorter than me so she musta been about 5"8 or something. i dont like girls that could kick my ass if needed :)

sorry im kinda slow tonight my PCs decidign when and when not it wants to work.

V shortest guy youve ever dated?

shortest guy must have been something like 5.8" or so. Slightly taller than me.


I am having the same problems - do you think Kev is out to get us?

no he's out playing pool.

i was saying i dont know how there can be a wealth divide between the north and south of england because up his bit theyve got pubs you pay 15 quid and get your drink for the rest of the night and hes away to play pool all night for a tenner.

cant give your money away by the sound of it.

but he did delete my kitten from big brother thread which I'm not chuffed about. luckilyl goose reimbursed it or whatever it would be with slightly more acceptable word useage.

V is your computer breaking mine? :mad:

possibly :lol:

I've got better pics on mine :wink:


do like playing pool?