No i dont trust anyone at first sight or first meeting... It take significant amount of time for me to trust someone and usualy once i open, i opne like flood gate :lol: (but i swear to myself never open to anyone anymore :) )

V Do u met someone newly who melt or sort of changed ur world?

Not lately.

Would you like to meet someone like that?

ofcourse but i dont think that gonna happen and if i met any of them, they gonna go breaking my heart again lol


V Do u have aim in ur life and whats it is?

good god Allwyn, could you be any more self-loating?/ Get counseling for crying out loud!!!

(didn't mean to be a bitch, but sometimes I really do have to say what I think).

My aim in my life is to never become as self-loathing as allwyn. :) :)


do you think people use the 'breaking hearts' phrase to draw attention?

Maybe some people do, but I believe a heart can break. Emotional pain can be physically painful when it's intense.

V Have you ever hurt so bad emotionally that you had physical pain from it?

not that I recall, but I've had emotional breakdowns before.


I am not saying heartache doesn't exist, I just think people overuse the term and some seem to have an endless amount of heartbreak - seems very silly to me.



ever been into someone who wasn't into you and just loved the feeling of misery and rejection? do you think some people actually need that in their lives?

Some people do. I don't. I don't like pain. If someone isn't into me, I move on. There's one person who will always have a little piece of my heart, but I don't dwell on him, just remember him fondly as what not to look for in a man. LOL But, yes, some people thrive on drama. I think their own disfunction doesn't allow them to be truly happy because that would involve such an upheaval in what's normal to them.

V Do you over think things?

often :)

do you think you CAN overthink things?

I know I can.

Have you ever had to put an animal to sleep?

yes 2 in the last year.

you?

yes and its the worst thing





do you think its great when kids answer the phone? tilly did yesterday and kept shouting daddy daddy :D

Defnetly best part... :) Sometimes my sister daugehter comes and speaks on phone and no one knows what she talking but its soo delight to hear her speaking :)

Ok i went back and read what i wrote, i didnt mean that bad what i wrote there... And i dont need conseling beleive me jsut need life ;)... what i said based on my prvious experence and nothing i made out and i just meant general and no one particular...

And most of the people i know think i'm the one with no problem :) My sister always tell me that only person without problem in life is me LOL :lol: And few of my friends even complain me not telling them much lol

And i always thought u always say what u think... :roll: :P

I never thought i'll be ur aim in ur life :shock: :lol: :P . Well at least u'll remember me for some reason :wink:


V Are u still think i'm on self-loating??

yes, I still think you are unnecessarily down on yourself.


what's in your cd player right now?

Thing is may be it is unessary for some people may be the most nessary thing for some one else... but again its gonna change with time i know it.. i have real high hope on 2006 though ;)

My Cd player playing anything, just burning few cds on my comptuer for my friend... :)


V Do u play music while reading something or is it distraction for u?

at the moment i cant stop playing qotsa so yes i have it on when reading




do you think bees have lungs?

I'm pretty sure they don't have lungs.

Why do you want to know?

Well right now I wanna know if I'm gonna be able to find a good job or not. :(


Have you ever struggled getting jobs?

Not really, in fact I have always been quite lucky. Good luck Rob!

How many times do you visit this board per day?

no count lol may litterly from morning to evening :oops:


V Are u good at expressing ur feeling?

If someone cares enough to listen, I'll talk, but I usually keep things to myself.

V Do you have a deep dark secret? (Yes or no will suffice for an answer!)

I have things that I literally do not care to share with others. Not sure if they are dark, but they aren't something I'd like to talk about.


you?

Yes, there are things ive done that i cant tell anyone






Do you think most people have done things that they wished they never done?

Of course. But in most cases, we learn from our mistakes.

Do you still think about the mistakes you've made in the past?

some i do , you know the big ones






so how do bees breathe then with no lungs?

If I remember correctly, they use tiny air sacks which are all around their body. Don't know if 'air sacks' cover what I meant to say, but I don't the English word for it.

So, why did you want to know that?

because i helped a bee yesterday as it couldnt get up and it looked like it was breathing





ever helped a bee?

No. I run for bees and wasps. They scare the crap out of me.

Did it live?

yeah i think so




are you scared of snakes? i am

only of big ones. my son wants a pet snake.


could you have a pet snake?

No, but not because I'm scared of them - I just don't like them.

What's your favourite pet?

cat or dog


yours?

Cat.

Would you have a ferret as pet?

I think ferrets are really cute but a lot of work - probably more work than I could manage.


you?

I love ferrets .. but don't need this specimen at home yet


do you think ferret stinks

ferrets DO stink, but I think they all have their stinky glands removed nowadays --- shame really.


do you think people should not have pets if they can't keep them in their natural form and habitat?

of course ... but it might also depend of the pet though ....

what do you think of ppl having a leopard or a Puma or a snake as pet

Wild animals should be left wild. I have a distant cousin who has a pet snake. She let it sleep inside her shirt and in her bed with her.

V Is she nuts?

nuts well maybe not but she might have some issues


I am not afraid of snake at all are you ?

Yes

What are you afraid of these days?