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Hearts breaking even (nbj)
I have a need to share this with you guys. I just broke up with my fiancee last night, after 7.5 years together. :cry: We came to a "mutual agreement", which makes things a bit easier, but it still is very hard for me to cope with. It's all still so new, I don't think I quite understand it yet myself.
I am lucky to have good friends to help me get by (here on JT, you know who you people are - a huge THANK YOU to you!!!). As far as my feelings are concerned, someone has written it all down for me, so I'll just quote here. It's been a cold, cold, cold, cold night tonight And I can't get you off my mind God knows I've tried Did I throw away the best part of my life When I cut you off, did I cut myself with the same damn knife Hide my tears in the pouring rain, had my share of hurt and pain Don't say my name, run away, cause it's all in vain My hearts breaking even, now there's no use we even try Hey I cried, Yeah I lied, hell I almost died Don't got a reason, let's just fold the cards and say good-bye It's all right, just two hearts breaking even tonight It's been a long, long, long time Since I've had your love here in my hands We didn't understand it, we couldn't understand it But, nothing's fair in love and hate You lay it all down and walk away, before it's too late We danced all night as the music played The sheets got tangled in the mess we made There in the stains, we remain, No one left to blame Go on, get on with your life, Yeah - I'll get on with mine Broken hearts can't call the cops, yeah it's the perfect crime Twisting and turning the night keeps me yearning I'm burning alive I'm paying the price again But I'll see the light again I probably don't make any sense here, but thanks for listening! :) |
I'm so sorry Laura ... but unfortunely there's nothing to do ...
Just think soon you are going to live something very special, with Taija and other friends, you're not alone, when you're feeling blue, please, don't stay alone ! Ok ?? |
I've never thought this song this way before. I guess I haven't really tried to understand what it's about. But reading it now, it seems so perfect for this situation. I just feel so sad for you Laura, I couldn't even sleep last night because it almost feels like this was happening to me. And I know exactly how you feel (that has happened to me too, after 5 years). :cry:
I just wanted to say that you're the best friend I've ever had and I'll do anything you need from me, you've done that to me and now it's my turn to be there for you when you need it. Like someone already told you: But if I got a call in the dead of the night I'd be right by your side Taija |
I'm really sorry to hear that Laura. I can't speak from personal experience, but 7.5 years is a substantial length of time.
All the best, ok? Chris. |
We´ll never give up the fight, we´ll go the distance.
We´re gonna hold you ´til your hurt is gone Be the shoulder that you´re leaning on YOur friends of Jovi Talk will be standing here. We are with you. |
I'm so sorry,...but life goes on, right? :)
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Aloha !
Well, eeh Keep The Faith ! Salaam Aleikum, Sebastiaan |
Re: Hearts breaking even (nbj)
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Awww Laura, I'm SOOOOO sorry to hear this. :cry: :cry: :cry: {{{HuGz}}} to you hon, hang in there!
Even though it's not much comfort to you, believe me, I know exactly how you feel... I broke up with my now ex just before Christmas 2000 after being together for 7,5 years...and, well, I have only recently started to feel like being ready for a new relationship. Well, would be ready in case I'd ever bump into a nice guy again... :? Anyway, even though I have gradually got over the break-up, there's still lots of music -- not Bon Jovi music tho, thank goodness, but some Finnish stuff like Yö, Eput, Pelle Miljoona, Juliet Jonesin Sydän and Miljoonasade -- that I can't listen to without getting a bit teary-eyed and feeling this bittersweet sadness in my heart. When you've shared your life with someone for so long, when you've built your life around a relationship and your common past as well as a common future, letting go of all that is the hardest thing you've ever had to do. No matter how much of a mutual decision it might have been. I guess the following lyrics summed up my feelings back then quite well... It ain't no fun lying down to sleep And there ain't no secrets left for me to keep I wish the stars up in the sky Would all just call in sick And the clouds would take the moon out On some one-way trip I drove all night down streets that wouldn't bend But somehow they drove me back here once again To the place I lost at love, and the place I lost my soul I wish I'd just burn down this place that we called home It would all have been so easy If you'd only made me cry And told me how you're leaving me To some organ grinder's lullaby It's hard, so hard - it's tearing out my heart It's hard letting you go Now the sky, it shines a different kind of blue And the neighbor's dog don't bark like he used to Well - me, these days I just miss you - it's the nights that I go insane Unless you're coming back for me That's one thing I know that won't change It's hard, so hard - it's tearing out my heart It's hard letting you go Now some tarot card shark said I'll draw you a heart And we'll find you somebody else new But I've made my last trip to those carnival lips When I bet all that I had on you It's hard, it's hard, it's hard, so hard It's hard letting you go It's hard, so hard, it's tearing out my heart But it's hard letting you go Hang in there Laura, we're here for you. I know it makes you sad now... But one day you'll wake up in the morning and notice that it doesn't hurt so much anymore. |
*Hugs you* I know I don't know you too well, but I couldn't help wanting to give you my sympathy's. Don't let it get you down to far.
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